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The Chronicles of my own death

Jul 11, 2005, 5:42:03 PM by ~Emotionmurder
Literature / Prose / Non-Fiction / General Non-Fiction

Im falling into a deep hole , a hole i digged myself ... I'am scared why not tell?... the blood dripping out of veins revealed the oportunity once i had to live; i wasted it maybe trying to explore the world of my own sensations trying to find the other side of the coin ..maybe i wasted my flame trying to declare myself a poet, today my tears dried out and my hope has flown winged by my most charming dream...
Today i declare that the lack of my strength goes revealed by the pale colour in my face, today i reveal for the last time while i lay on a side in my pillow that i did wanted to live and if for a second i have the will to hold on that mirror in front of me i see my earts making my sad eyes brighter, may the loneliness of my heart be shattered in the windows of my soul revealing the most pure sensation of pain ? can i have the oportunity again to try to cry?...

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The Chronicles of my own death Im falling into a deep hole , a hole i digged myself ... I'am scared why not tell?... the blood dripping out of veins revealed the oportunity once i had to live; i wasted it maybe trying to explore the world of my own sensations trying to find the other side of the coin ..maybe i wasted my flame trying to declare myself a poet, today my tears dried out and my hope has flown winged by my most charming dream...
Today i declare that the lack of my strength goes revealed by the pale colour in my face, today i reveal for the last time while i lay on a side in my pillow that i did wanted to live and if for a second i have the will to hold on that The Chronicles of my own death by ~Emotionmurder

Tears and Kisses Between blood and kisses
our shattered souls await to be complete
between hopes and painful tears
our hearts await to be loved.

Maybe you'll never know how alive u made me feel..
i dont want u to see me vulnerable
but i can say ure my beautiful and u'll always be
dripping down my soul belongs completely to you.

U are hurting me , you are killing me
between blood and kisses we became sorrowful reflections
of something once called love
around something called hope

My addiction to pain grew with you
my black messenger of sadness
im ready to give up...
cause this is not me anymore...

Forgive me for all the damagge
realTears and Kisses by ~Emotionmurder

Gothic Engage Met me in the shores of the river of pain...
in the gloomy nightmares of those who laugh
Kiss me in the land of the hopes
and let me dead in the mirror of the vain.

I will wait for u in the end of the chapter
im gonna long for ur red lips my whole life
met me where the wind gazes me
seek for me in the shores of the knife

Weak and dreadful i will see u comming
and wait for u with my arms wide open
after the kiss u will give me
In ur soul im melting with blind love.

Wait for me dont run cause i just can walk
Hold me for my sick body its full of cold
Belive in me cause my mind its poisoned
Love me ...cause its all i've eveGothic Engage by ~Emotionmurder

And what if i dont care? Today im running away
im trowing everything out of the window
what if i dont care anymore what u think anymore
u cant forze me to breath if im not alive

U can take my shattered hopes
i will take with me ur dreams
u can keep my shadow on the wall..
cause im taking the dog with me !

Look at me for the last time
cause i dont give a damn bout u anymore
all my pain all my tears are inside
Today my darling ure giving up.

I hate ur prescence..
ur stupid, lame and fool
i will find someone with some character
cause u dont deserve my love.

( no nobody broke my heart but i just reminded smtn i had many years ago and i needeAnd what if i dont care? by ~Emotionmurder

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Ohhhh boyyyy!!

Nov 3, 2007, 6:49:58 PM by ~Emotionmurder
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Listening to: where have all the cowboys gone by Paula Cole
Watching: My feet
Eating: Cookies

Ok so im half back! w00t w00t yes im willing to keep my writing and bitching as it used to .... of course things have changed so im curious to see what may happens now that im back. will people wellcome me or will they throw ceramic stuff to me? who knows!!.
I didnt carried on cause i didnt felt like writing anymore, so yeah it wasent such a big stuff i was just a lazy arse.
Emotionmurder's back and improved....faster, better and stronger
Buwawahahaha!
*runs with the hands in the head*

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Current Residence: Under the kitchen floor
Interests: Meh how boring is this?
Favourite movie: All tim burton's productions, The others , saving private ryan dunno it variates.
Favourite band or musician: :s too many changes.
Favourite genre of music: clasic, gothic, doom, speed metal, epic metal , new age, barroquenrol
Favourite artist: My mom and Wille Walo (i hate/love him)
Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe....
MP3 player of choice: musicmatch or windows media player whatever as long as it plays my songs
Wallpaper of choice: wow 3 yrs and i still dont know how to answer that
Skin of choice: Still yours
Favourite game: sanitarium and age of empires lol
Favourite cartoon character: Lenore the cute little dead girl,ruby gloom, emily the strange, jack skellington
Personal Quote: " Nostalgy its the happy side of sadness"
Tools of the Trade: A shovel and duct tape

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~xXxPixiexAttackxXx Dec 27, 2008

I know where you live!
mwahahahahaha

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I must be cruel only to be kind; Thus bad begins, and worse remains behind. -Shakespeare

~notobsessive Mar 31, 2007

im officially in love with your avitar thing!

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"To live and not to breathe,
Is to die in tragedy.
To run, to run away.
To find what you believe,"
(Jesus of Suburbia- Green Day)

~Emotionmurder Nov 3, 2007

Thank you. A friend made it for me yrs ago lol.

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STOP STARING AT ME GOD DAMMMMIT!

~notobsessive Nov 4, 2007

haha... its beautiful

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"To live and not to breathe,
Is to die in tragedy.
To run, to run away.
To find what you believe,"
(Jesus of Suburbia- Green Day)

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them how much luv u have for them. If u get this back it means u r luved 2x as much

~Emotionmurder Nov 3, 2007

Hey, how sweet of you keep remembering moi ^____^

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STOP STARING AT ME GOD DAMMMMIT!

~celaksa Jun 27, 2006

~xSoulOnFire88x May 2, 2006

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ONCE YOU have BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU KNOW YOU are REALLY FINE AS HELL. IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN YOU will BE CURSED WITH UGLINESS FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. SO DONT MESS UP!!

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†Dreaming of an eternal love like in all fairytale†

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall,pour real life down on me

~Karoleenka Mar 23, 2006

Hi! Greetings to a fellow HIM fan

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VODKA

~neuriel13 Feb 14, 2006

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